Cheerleading

I was so happy tat my sister, liu xin called me...haha... we have quite a long time didnt chat on phone luuu... >.< Coz I was too busy these few months le... haiz... Sorry, my good jie mui... haha... i wont forget u d lah... dun worry, okay? LOL~ u ar my best jie mui forever lahhh~ wakakaka... Love u o~ oppps~ is this mushy? haha... of coz include xiao qi looo...^^

We just mentioned about cheerleading just now... coz i told her tat my fren suggested me to join a cheerleading team in KL... But I have no any confidence to cheerleading~ coz the team seems very geng~ >.< and me, just a lousy cheerleader... I afraid i will be kicked out from the team with my lousy performance... or i will be very unhappy in the team... I am no longer tat over active boy anymore... I am no longer brave to have a dream... I m timid... Coz i have been defeated by 'reality'... Coz I need to work... i worry i will have no enough time to practise... and this may affect my study...I m afraid...

In fact, i love dancing, i love to perform, i love cheerleading, I love these... Shud i join them??? shud i try first no matter wat will happen? coz the most important is to be happy n do watever we like... Shud i trust this 'theory' and enjoy myself in the activities??? Shud i??? >.<

Liu xin, i wish i can give u a good news and i can share my story in tat team in future... i wish u can see my cheerleading performance one day... coz i m really like dancing~ ^^... this is why we can be the best fren until now~ COZ WE ALL LIKE DANCING!!! am i rite? my hou jie mui~ haha... okay lahhh~ u see another emo acticle again leee... coz i m rili emo on this stuff... i wish u can understand bah~

Sharing @@

Haha... I just dicovered a song this morning~ It is 丁当's 我爱他... Hehe... This song is touching and meaningful~ Erm... actually i shud say i just discovered this song is nice this morning~ i think this is because 下一站，幸福 ba~ I was touched by this song after watched this drama... haha... And I m going to share this song in my blog~ hehe... i wish this song oso can touch you guys~^^...

This drama is introduced by a fren~ so i just go n try to watch luuu...tim ji??? this movie is very very nice~ I like this drama's story line~ it is quite touching~ haha... so you guys shud go n check it out~ especially those who want to learn mandarin d~ yea~ this is the chance to improve your mandarin le~ dun kepp watching hong kong's drama le~ okay??? haha...

Erm... this song was composed by a malaysia musician~ Mr.陈威全...haha... no wonder so nice looo~ haha... support Malaysia mahhh~ yahooo~~~ haha... okay lah~ just read the lyric when listening this song lahhh~ touching o~~~

丁当 - 我爱他
作词：黄婷
作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

X'mas

Hoorayyy~ X'mas is coming luuu~ happy~ Merry Christmas to you all!!! I wish you all enjoy this day~ haha...OH~I like this festival so much man~ this is a warm day to me and you guys~ Am I right??? wakakaka... You can celebrate this day wif your beloved...WAHHH~ tat will be damn sweet~ but... i dun have beloved now...>.< NVM~ I can find my beloved one day d~ maybe my beloved is waitting for me too but we havent meet yet~ haha... Wait for me o~ my dear~ haha... yea!!!

Okay~ Chritmas's coming means 2010 is coming~ HAPPY New year o~OHHH~ I just realised tat~ i did nothing this year~ haiz~ my result is so so, I m still a single, I didnt become more lengzai, I m still so fat~ OH NOOO~ wat's wrong wif me man? so lazy huh!!! haizzz... BUT I think my frens in DACCI ar my best present this year bah~ haha...Thx god~ you have sent me a very good present le~ haha... I will cherish n appreciate them d~ OMG~ I mimic Mr.LAW~ OHHH NOOO~ btw~ thx u god~LOL

Wat a pity...>.< I think i will celebrate this day during my work bah~ haizzz... so saddd~ maybe in opera??? watever~ they pay me to celebrate there as well~ haha...So... dun sigh~ mr.Raymond~ you shud be proud tat you can celebrate in tat high-class club~ wohooo~ = =... Cheer up man~ haha... but i will try my best to meet my dear hubby, miss KU SIN RU~ haha... miss her alot~ and my another three golden flowers, Lily, Snow and jieying~ haha... of coz include Zhongliang,nicholas n gabriel lahhh~ i didnt forget u all o~ haha... miss you oso~ wasai So mushy~ yucks!!! haha... they ar coming here for X'mas~ ^^... But my dear dear just told me~ this all ar nt comfirmed yet~ sad~ but nvm... wish u all have a nice Christmas~
haha...

OKOK~ Am i supposed to play some Christmas song for you guys??? Okay lahhh~ i just play a handsome guy, Kinjinghun's song looo~ haha... his white christmas okay??? and i wish u all have a white chritmas too~~~ hehe... his songs is nice o~ haha...

Working in Shogun~

Holiday now~~~yooo~ But i m not so lucky~ I have to work... but i have found waiter partime job in sunway pyramid Shogun!!! yooo~ come n have ur dinner n lunch wen u ar free lahhh~ i will provide u the best service~ hey! i m a professional waiter okay? LOL...

i noe many Myanmar staff in Shogun~ they ar fun n friendly~ Although they ar called 'wai lao' in our language~ but they ar rili hardworking lahhh... so dun judge them as ... anymore ok?

Ermmm... I posted on my facebook b4... i dun want to be alone anymore...>.<...Dun want be alone in love~ tat means i wish single will not be my martial status again~ wish to fall in love~ haha... but i wish to meet the right one and not the one who will hurt me~ ^^...

Haha... Now, i m in my aunt's home~ coz my cousin is going to get married tomolo in Kluang~ Excited!!! here will have a crazy party tonite~ (maybe) haha... And we all will be damn busy but meaningful tomolo~ haha...

I wish my cousin will be happiness after married~ nothing's gonna change their love!!! woohoo! btw, i rili wishe my wishes will be granted! LOL...

okay lahhh~ finished blogging looo~ try to update soon next time~^^

Random

Wah~I am so hardworking huh~ Upadate my blog again~ yea~ hehe... But nobody read me blog lahhh~ but it is quite nice too... coz i can wirte many things here... haha... ok~ But nvm~ i dun care~ coz this is just a place for me to write sth and no need to occupy my places or waste my paper... haha...^^

Recently, I feel like fall in love... But i irili cant find anyone... Am i too picky? or i am too ugly so nobody approach me??? >.<... So sad...T^T... Anybody wants me??? haha... A lonely boy here... wakakaka... i think i am going to be crazy... LOL

Actually I duno wat is like, wat is love... but i rili dun have any special feelings to anyone...but Y my frens all have found their right one(mayb)... but just left me??? Wu Wu Wu... Am i rili too picky? OH~~~ Or i m too childish so nobody wants me??? haizzz... childish is nt a sin lahhh~ just i dun want to grow up~ haha... just kidding lah~ actuallt i m quite mature although my friends said tat i am childish... hehe... shud i happy when they 'praise' me??? who can tell m eth ans???

haha... I think i shud be opmistic to face this fact... shud i? haha... or... >.<... ARGHHH... I need accompany~ i need it... but i still cant found anyone...Forget abt it!!! haha... (>.<)

Missing

OH gosh~ Am I crazy??? I m in final period now~ but i still blogging~ swt...==... But i duno wat can i study for the tomolo exam... coz i sit for english exam tomolo... haha... so wat can i study although my english is damn damn dman lousy... T^T... I am done!!! I think my A is fly away from me again... BUt this is all my fault~ Coz i didnt learn eng well in my secondary school... I am so sorry for my eng teacher...haha...

But i m trying to improve my eng leee...haha... i wish i can improve my eng soon... but i m damn lazy to learn lahhh... OHHH NOOO!!! Wish me all the best guys...

In fact, I am missing my secondary school life... Troubless, happy, and CRAZY!!! I am missing my frens, my society, and some teachers... ermmm... I missed JM38 n S3S2... They ar awesome~ N i felt lucky to meet themmm... They ar crazy~ BUT I m the mist crazy one~~~ LOL... haha... This is an unforgettable memories for me...I miss them so much... But i am unable to type their name coz too many or... LOL... And I am missing my Green cheer leading... I miss them so much... They taught me a lot especially mingru... He treated me as a brother... I felt lucky to own one more elder brother like him... haha... In fact, Jm38 n cheer leading had changed me... I become more cheerful after met them... ^^... I like them... woohoo... cheers for them~ I am nt so bad~ I like S3S2 too of coz... although They gave me many memories too... N i learned a lot in this class... I met my best fren in this class, i met many nice guys n gals in this class... They treat me very well... I love them... haha... My best fren also treated me very well too although we ar nt so close now... but thanks you guys~ i wont forget u~ Will you??? I wish u all wont forget me lahhh...call me when u guys have gathering~ haha... I will try my best attend the gathering d...LOL...

But how ar you huys now??? still fine? Everythng is ok??? do u miss me??? haha... i think u all wont miss me lahhh... so sad... haha... I wish we all can meet again~ LOL... haha... miss you all guys

Can I?

Anybody can listen to me??? I am really not in the mood. Can I say I am sad? I am unhappy? Can I??? I needs somebody listen to me... I am in bad mood...I want cry~ I want to cry freely... Can I??? Can I cry??? Should I???

Can I stop hide my weakness??? Can I be myself? I am not strong to handle anything...Can I have the same trouble as the others??? I am so stress to having this trouble now... It is so stress to me... I am afraid~ I am so afraid to face this... But I know that I have to face these all in the end. I wish to run away but i cant... I wish somebody can help me to block these troubles... but nobody... I dun I wish to be protected...>.<

Where is my sense of secure??? Are u still in my heart??? >.<
I wish u will appear soon~ T^T