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Wah~I am so hardworking huh~ Upadate my blog again~ yea~ hehe... But nobody read me blog lahhh~ but it is quite nice too... coz i can wirte many things here... haha... ok~ But nvm~ i dun care~ coz this is just a place for me to write sth and no need to occupy my places or waste my paper... haha...^^

Recently, I feel like fall in love... But i irili cant find anyone... Am i too picky? or i am too ugly so nobody approach me??? >.<... So sad...T^T... Anybody wants me??? haha... A lonely boy here... wakakaka... i think i am going to be crazy... LOL

Actually I duno wat is like, wat is love... but i rili dun have any special feelings to anyone...but Y my frens all have found their right one(mayb)... but just left me??? Wu Wu Wu... Am i rili too picky? OH~~~ Or i m too childish so nobody wants me??? haizzz... childish is nt a sin lahhh~ just i dun want to grow up~ haha... just kidding lah~ actuallt i m quite mature although my friends said tat i am childish... hehe... shud i happy when they 'praise' me??? who can tell m eth ans???

haha... I think i shud be opmistic to face this fact... shud i? haha... or... >.<... ARGHHH... I need accompany~ i need it... but i still cant found anyone...Forget abt it!!! haha... (>.<)

Missing

OH gosh~ Am I crazy??? I m in final period now~ but i still blogging~ swt...==... But i duno wat can i study for the tomolo exam... coz i sit for english exam tomolo... haha... so wat can i study although my english is damn damn dman lousy... T^T... I am done!!! I think my A is fly away from me again... BUt this is all my fault~ Coz i didnt learn eng well in my secondary school... I am so sorry for my eng teacher...haha...

But i m trying to improve my eng leee...haha... i wish i can improve my eng soon... but i m damn lazy to learn lahhh... OHHH NOOO!!! Wish me all the best guys...

In fact, I am missing my secondary school life... Troubless, happy, and CRAZY!!! I am missing my frens, my society, and some teachers... ermmm... I missed JM38 n S3S2... They ar awesome~ N i felt lucky to meet themmm... They ar crazy~ BUT I m the mist crazy one~~~ LOL... haha... This is an unforgettable memories for me...I miss them so much... But i am unable to type their name coz too many or... LOL... And I am missing my Green cheer leading... I miss them so much... They taught me a lot especially mingru... He treated me as a brother... I felt lucky to own one more elder brother like him... haha... In fact, Jm38 n cheer leading had changed me... I become more cheerful after met them... ^^... I like them... woohoo... cheers for them~ I am nt so bad~ I like S3S2 too of coz... although They gave me many memories too... N i learned a lot in this class... I met my best fren in this class, i met many nice guys n gals in this class... They treat me very well... I love them... haha... My best fren also treated me very well too although we ar nt so close now... but thanks you guys~ i wont forget u~ Will you??? I wish u all wont forget me lahhh...call me when u guys have gathering~ haha... I will try my best attend the gathering d...LOL...

But how ar you huys now??? still fine? Everythng is ok??? do u miss me??? haha... i think u all wont miss me lahhh... so sad... haha... I wish we all can meet again~ LOL... haha... miss you all guys

Can I?

Anybody can listen to me??? I am really not in the mood. Can I say I am sad? I am unhappy? Can I??? I needs somebody listen to me... I am in bad mood...I want cry~ I want to cry freely... Can I??? Can I cry??? Should I???

Can I stop hide my weakness??? Can I be myself? I am not strong to handle anything...Can I have the same trouble as the others??? I am so stress to having this trouble now... It is so stress to me... I am afraid~ I am so afraid to face this... But I know that I have to face these all in the end. I wish to run away but i cant... I wish somebody can help me to block these troubles... but nobody... I dun I wish to be protected...>.<

Where is my sense of secure??? Are u still in my heart??? >.<
I wish u will appear soon~ T^T